about me xd

metanoia: (n.) a profound, usually spiritual, transformation; conversion.

hi!! my name is [nottelling] but you may know me as aster, asteroid or asterisk. im indonesian and a minor. idk what to put here so um im just gonna say some stuff.

im straight edge and i love music, games, reading and moviess!

+ my favorite genre is melodeath, 1st wave bm, and some jazzy j-pop (basically late sheena ringo LOL)

+ my favorite games are stardew valley, ut/dr, n ultrakill. im looking forward to playing dmc, castlevania, OFF, n uh... hm. cuphead? i dont remember

+ reading? huhm... my favorite books are the hunger games series, the phantom of the opera, alot of mangas, and others i guess?

music i love

last.fm | spotify

i know it's over, and it never really began, but in my heart, it was so real - i know it's over, the smiths. pstt, this song is somehow literally me LMAO

im a TOTAL music nerd lolz!! always open for recs if anyone wants to recommend me something. i play the piano and electric guitar!! horrivle at both but good enough to learn songs on my own.
(yes, emo, rock, dreampop, metal, im up for it. js hmu xdd)

some of my all-time no-skips!

favorite tracks

movies

wip!! be patient.

about this site

well this site is inspired by burlesque media. some of my inspirations for the visuals here is chicago (the musical), moulin rouge (again, a musical) and sheena ringo's late albums' overall feel (not a musical, but still music lol)

chicago 2002, one of my favorites ever ^_^

im a complete javascript IDIOT so if you're a seasoned programmer just... be prepared before you click the inspect button LOLZ

im the type of person to think these kinds of stuff as a form of art, thats why im working on animating the icons (that my friend says look like ads) and the background, but maybe during the break
one of the videos i watched while working on this. peak.